A tiredness that asks for the truth
Not all tiredness requires sleep, but all tiredness requires honesty.
There is fatigue after work, after exertion, after a long day or a difficult meeting, but there is also fatigue that comes from life despite itself.
It doesn't go away after rest, but only after admitting that something has been costing too much for a long time.
Fatigue has many faces.
One asks for sleep, the second for food, the third for silence, but there is also one that asks for honesty.
It appears when a person carries things for too long that he no longer wants to carry.
Such fatigue never screams immediately, but rather slowly takes away the lightness.
Such fatigue is sometimes confused with laziness or lack of discipline, and it is easy to put pressure on yourself and look for another way to mobilize yourself, but the problem is not always in weak will, but in the fact that some part of life is no longer real.
The body begins to say what the head does not want to name.
Truth when tired does not have to immediately lead to a revolution, although it often does, but first it can bring one simple recognition, calling something by name, something that has been stuck without words for a very long time.
Something may be too heavy, too tight or simply put off for too long.
Just noticing this "something" does not solve everything, but it ends the pretending, and the end of pretending is often the first real rest.
What truth is hidden under the tiredness that returns to you despite rest